Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Sorry for being so late for this post...nothing much to say... just busy at office and dealing with problems on personal front... problems... or may be life is just showing its worst for me... dont know what lies next... still i am going on ... dont know how long will it last... or may be its just the same as usual... in hostel days when one frnd told me that he lied to me once but now he is truthful to me i didnt knew whether to be happy for future or sad for being fooled for feelings... for betrayal.. yes, betrayal... no reciprocation for ur feelings... for love and care u show... and who has more love and care for u than ur parents... even they r fooled, betrayed by human beings whom they love most... i always thought its the parent who r at fault who being unable to teach values, unable to convey their likes, their love gets hurt... but is it so?.... obedience has been easy to me... mostly due to interest in everything and nothing... but i know its not the same for all... but is it that hard that few of us r ready to break the most of our parents... those two ppl who sacrificed so much for us... i know they did it for their interest but doesnt that interest always concides with our interest... still...i dont understand when i see ppl who believe themselves to be good doing such things... going against their parents wishes... love, love, love ... this is what we cry out all our lives... still we fail to understand it... or is it really different for all... may be i was brought up with wrong lessons... always asked to care for other's feelings... never to hurt them... feelings, feelings alone decide the course... what else is the truth of world if not feelings ppl have... and what for we exist if we dont reciprocate them...